[fic] No way to say, RxR, PG-15
Tittle : No way to say
Pairing : ReitaxRuki
Author : torriee
Beta : rukana
Genre : very slight angst ( if you squint)
Rating : PG-15
Summary : Ruki groaned. His head stung so suddenly that his vision was almost blurred.
A/n : c&c ne *puppy eyes*
The music played more loudly as the night progressed. People are already filling the dance floor, dancing with the rhythm as the Dj played the song; bodies moving so lively as the alcohol numbes their brains and bringes them to the paradise-like place for a moment, which they’ll soon regret as reality hits them hard on Monday morning.
But for Ruki, the euphoria that engulfed the club seems to not be affecting him one bit. He just sits at the bar nudging the tip of his stein, making the most bored face he’s ever made in his life. But aside of the boring look he had, his eyes are fully aware and lock onto a certain blonde who’s making his way to a group of girls across the floor.
Ruki was stupid to think that it would be a great night since Reita asked him to the club earlier that afternoon. Yeah yeah, Reita only needed him just to make him less conspicuous. Reita’s needing to get laid and he’s looking for a girl or two. Ruki here is just part of his perfect plan to get laid. Crap! He hissed. Ruki already had his hopes held too high for tonight that it almost hurt when it fell right in front of his eyes.
“Hello there, wanna dance?” a girl appeared behind Ruki. Dressed in a silky dark red one-piece, she was really one hell of hottie. Ruki ould say yes if only he was in the mood, which he wasn’t.
“Find someone else to bother, okay?” She’s too hot, he can’t snap at her, can he?
“But you looked somewhat like an abandoned puppy. Want to talk?” She sat beside him, already making herself comfortable. Someone just doesn’t know when to stop; Ruki sighed. He looks at the girl beside him who’s already babbling about different things.
“I wonder, what part of ‘find someone else’ did you not understand?” He said when the girl asked him some stupid question. And with an annoyed glare, she’s gone. Finally.
Ruki bit his lips. The talk he had with the girl earlier was making his head spin… or was it the beer? He couldn’t care less as he ordered another one. As he did, Ruki’s eyes caught a glimpse of Reita on the crowded dance floor with one of the girls that he had approached earlier.
It was sickening. All those bodies rubbing and dry humping, with lust plastered on their faces.
Reita, you bastard. His head was spinning and it felt like a thousand needles were stabbing into it. Might as well just fuck her on the dance floor. He thought sourly.
Ruki looked away. He didn’t need a show. He casted his gaze around and caught the red dress girl, still alone with a somewhat teasing smile on her lips. Maybe it would be good if he went over there and says sorry for whatever he did and makes his night not as dull.
But that’s not what he wants. He wants Reita. He needs Reita. He wants to be in that girl’s position, being touched with those rugged fingertips, being close with those hypnotizing eyes, engulfed in that firm body. He wants it so much that he could die with eagerness. Yeah, Reita does affect him this bad.
Ruki groaned. His head stung so suddenly that his vision was almost blurred. Trying to endure it by gulping down another series of beers, it only makes his throat feels likeit was burning. Ruki groaned once more. Feeling betrayed, he slammed the stein hard onto the marble surface and rubbed his eyes. A surge of fury was overflowing inside himself, he wasn’t sure why.
Wiping the escaping liquid from his chin, his mind goes numb. The headache takes over his body, controlling his movements. It’s spinning and spinning. The music echoed loudly in his ears. The next thing he knows, he’s in front of the dancing Reita and is grabbing him by the shirt and kissing him right on the lips…HARD. Moving his lips forcefully, although Reita’s don’t respond to any of it. Ruki couldn’t care less. For all he’s thinking of, is how to keep the feeling of having Reita’s lips on his in his mind.They are so warm and soft. The addiction is becoming too painful. His head feels so heavy; spinning like a roulette. Ruki could feel his grip on Reita’s shirt loosening and he hears him.
“Ruki!” a gasping sound from Reita is the last thing he hears before everything goes blank.
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It’s hot...very hot. Ruki snapped up. A sudden rush of blood into his brain is making him narrow his eyes. Cursing for his clumsy-ness he rubs his temples ever so slowly. Fucking hangover.
After gaining his composure, Ruki realized that he’s not in the club he was in last night nor is he in his room. It couldn’t be-
“You’re awake huh?” Ruki’s face fell off as he saw Reita standing in the doorway. His eyes staring at him so intensely, capturing him in every movement he made.
“I- well. Sorry for troubling you, I’ll go now.” Ruki excuses himself as neither of them said anything. And moreover, it’s kinda awkward to meet Reita after he’s just kissed him in front of so many people last night. Yes, he does remember. Even in the state he was in last night, he still remembers the warmth of those delightful lips.
“We’re not done yet.” Reita says suddenly. He grabs Ruki’s arm and tosses him back onto the bed abruptly.
“OW! Easy! My head hurts!” Ruki twitched in pain at the sudden movements. Totally ignoring the others request, Reita climbed into the bed and hovered above Ruki.
“What are- owowow! Stop it! Reita!! I said my head hurts, damnit!!!” Ruki snarled as Reita was suddenly poking at his head rapidly.
“Yeah? Serves you well! I was that close to getting that girl and you suddenly ruined everything, baka!” Reita kept poking at Ruki’s head.
“Sorry that you didn’t get laid!! Move your hands from my head!!” Ruki hissed.
“You’re not sorry enough! That was a really bad joke, Ruki. You even kissed me in front of everyone. Are you really that pissed at me because I got a girl before you did?”
“Wha- No!”
“I told you to come with me but you weren’t listening-”
“Rei listen-”
“I should have known better.”
“Yet you don’t! Listen to me! Don’t you understand?!” Gaining a little of his strength, Ruki pushed Reita aside. Reita thought slowly sometimes, but today he’s a total idiot.
“Huh?” Reita looked confused for a moment before a thought came across his mind. He looked back at Ruki, who was practically glaring at him, and covered his mouth.
“You aren’t…”
“Pity, but yes I am.”
“I- Ruki. I’m sorry… I didn’t know.” Reita said slowly, carefully.
Ruki smiled bitterly. What’s the point of saying sorry, he should be the one who’s saying sorry for falling in love with the older man. He quickly got out of the bed.
“Stupid. There’s no need to say that.”
Reita stared at the younger blonde’s back. What’s this heavy thing, he thought. Letting Ruki go seemed wrong to him. But he hasn’t sorted out his feelings yet; it still a shock to him. He did know that Ruki had feelings for someone, but he never thought that those feelings were for him. Maybe he’s an idiot after all.
“I better take my leav-“ his voice stopped. A hand had pulled him back into the bed, into the warm embrace of Reita.
“You’re an idiot, Reita.” He closes his eyes, already adjusting to the sound of the other man’s breathing. Pretty much, an idiot. He chuckled quietly.
“I’m sorry that I am.”
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