Aug 09, 2005 16:58
I'm feeling a lot better about things.
I dont know, you can't expect to be a dumb ass and not have to pay for it.
It'll be alright,
I mean, I was wanting a change anyways right? ha.
But really, I'm a strong girl and stubborn as all hell.
I'll get through it.
Plus I have the most amazing friends in the world, that I know are there and tend to make life so so much better.
These nights mean everything to me.
so chaotic and jumbled
the people, the times,
the drama the pain
the hugs and laughter...
those little words and those eyes
and everything that lies inbetween
I'm breaking, maybe. Or rather, I'm already broken.
But other things are driving in deeper
in every way
killing and creating
I can't stop it....
because after all,
it's absolutely beautiful.