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[torpeeeedo]

So the weekend was just what I needed.
A day with old friends
A night with my best...
staying up until the suns up, playign with toys, talking about everything and nothing and just enjoying being close.
A slow morning and lazy afternoon
(just being around those people I adore seems to make everything so much better, brings the biggest smiles)
new books
bad jokes
onto the park and swings with my Q
so comfortable and needed
(i miss the belmont days)
phone calls and onto the show
nervous.
Giddy.
My favorite boys.
So much of my life and heart
giddy giddy giddy
the biggest hugs and priceless smiles
the unbearable urge (to just, not leave them)
eyes that captivate, music that moves and fills...
goodbyes
push away the tears
An old dear friend!
giddy
excitement
(so good to see him and spend time! So glad he's back!)
too much.
too much too much,
pass out.

I think I need a couple days for my mind and heart to settle.
They're currently on a little bit of overload.
If I seem a little off, for a little bit, sorry.
It'll pass.
I need this change.