the golden fuckup and livejournal: reunion tour
yes i'm writing in this goddamn thing but don't get used to it...
i just thought i'd let people know I"M STILL ALIVE YOU BITCHES!!!
alot has happened since i wrote last...
me and andrew broke up over some really stupid shit... i needed to leave his house because his dad didn't want me staying there anymore... the only place available was Nick Durkee's... andrew didn't like that idea very much, but i was stubborn as usual and in the end it ruin our relationship before there even was a problem... andrew said he wanted a break and i agreed... i am still young and he was only the 2nd guy i ever slept with... i started thinking maybe i shouldn't settle down...
but the hoe thing isn't for me so i settled down again with Durkee. he's nice and all but not somebody who i can see myself with... i think i dated hiim out of convenience... however i realized he makes a better friend... he ended up breaking up with me to get back with Holley. however all she wanted was a free ticket to some concert...
while with durkee i started drinking again... i hadn't got drunk since two or three halloween's ago... now i get drunk atleast once a week...
i decided to finally stop my ridiculously stubborn choices after durk dumped me and moved back with my mom... that lasted two weeks exactly and i was kicked back into the streets... i guess i didn't pay rent or didn't babysit, or asked for too many cigarettes i don't know... either way i was back on the streets...
i met this kid justin because he went to durks house one time while i was chilling there... i ended up fucking him and when my mom kicked me out again i ended up living with him in colonie... we never got into a relationship but it probably would have happened if...
ethan was justin's friend... i met him becausee justin invited him over... one night the three of us went to a party at ethan's friend's house and by the end of the night i realized i like ethan not justin...
sad to say there was a big ordeal over everything... justin almost forced me to stay with him... i was living with him and had no other place to live so i was fucked... and i was told that to live with him i could not see or talk to ethan...
i didn't listen... i paged ethan and eventually brought all my shit to my sister terri's. i was staying with terri for a little while but her father put an end to that...
now me and ethan are as my mom put it "bums"... i don't really care... i'm happy living simple... i usually have a bedd or a couch to sleep on... there was a few times we haad to sleep in his friends broken down car and that sucked but whatever... i alive and i enjoy it...
i spend my days in search of a place to sleep, something to do until then, and a way to get fuck up...
weed really does do much but calm me down, i drink often, usually 151 or 160 proof liqour though because ethan's a diabetic...
tell me, what 17 year old 100 pound girl do you know that can take shots of DEVIL'S SPRINGS 160 PROOF VODKA. i can....
i also started doing cocaine... not often but every now and then when its available i'll take a few lines... i haven't paid for it yet and i'm not addicted so no one give me any bullshit...
i'm still looking for other better drugs.... i've been dreaming about acid so i think that will be next... we'll see... whatever's available first...
I SAID NO TO CRACK!!!!
PS for thoughs who haven't seen me in a while.... i shaved off the back of my head like clair once had and terri still does... well terri shaved it off... i was drunk and resistance was futile... then i dyed it blue which once again faded to green... i also pierced the right side of my lip....
i just thought i'd let people know I"M STILL ALIVE YOU BITCHES!!!
alot has happened since i wrote last...
me and andrew broke up over some really stupid shit... i needed to leave his house because his dad didn't want me staying there anymore... the only place available was Nick Durkee's... andrew didn't like that idea very much, but i was stubborn as usual and in the end it ruin our relationship before there even was a problem... andrew said he wanted a break and i agreed... i am still young and he was only the 2nd guy i ever slept with... i started thinking maybe i shouldn't settle down...
but the hoe thing isn't for me so i settled down again with Durkee. he's nice and all but not somebody who i can see myself with... i think i dated hiim out of convenience... however i realized he makes a better friend... he ended up breaking up with me to get back with Holley. however all she wanted was a free ticket to some concert...
while with durkee i started drinking again... i hadn't got drunk since two or three halloween's ago... now i get drunk atleast once a week...
i decided to finally stop my ridiculously stubborn choices after durk dumped me and moved back with my mom... that lasted two weeks exactly and i was kicked back into the streets... i guess i didn't pay rent or didn't babysit, or asked for too many cigarettes i don't know... either way i was back on the streets...
i met this kid justin because he went to durks house one time while i was chilling there... i ended up fucking him and when my mom kicked me out again i ended up living with him in colonie... we never got into a relationship but it probably would have happened if...
ethan was justin's friend... i met him becausee justin invited him over... one night the three of us went to a party at ethan's friend's house and by the end of the night i realized i like ethan not justin...
sad to say there was a big ordeal over everything... justin almost forced me to stay with him... i was living with him and had no other place to live so i was fucked... and i was told that to live with him i could not see or talk to ethan...
i didn't listen... i paged ethan and eventually brought all my shit to my sister terri's. i was staying with terri for a little while but her father put an end to that...
now me and ethan are as my mom put it "bums"... i don't really care... i'm happy living simple... i usually have a bedd or a couch to sleep on... there was a few times we haad to sleep in his friends broken down car and that sucked but whatever... i alive and i enjoy it...
i spend my days in search of a place to sleep, something to do until then, and a way to get fuck up...
weed really does do much but calm me down, i drink often, usually 151 or 160 proof liqour though because ethan's a diabetic...
tell me, what 17 year old 100 pound girl do you know that can take shots of DEVIL'S SPRINGS 160 PROOF VODKA. i can....
i also started doing cocaine... not often but every now and then when its available i'll take a few lines... i haven't paid for it yet and i'm not addicted so no one give me any bullshit...
i'm still looking for other better drugs.... i've been dreaming about acid so i think that will be next... we'll see... whatever's available first...
I SAID NO TO CRACK!!!!
PS for thoughs who haven't seen me in a while.... i shaved off the back of my head like clair once had and terri still does... well terri shaved it off... i was drunk and resistance was futile... then i dyed it blue which once again faded to green... i also pierced the right side of my lip....