The End
I went to Morgan's tonight in hopes that I'd be able to talk Beth into going out with me, but I couldn't. She says she still loves me and still wants mw but she doesn't know if it's because she loves me or if it's because she's scared that no one will want her which means im out of the picture. She wants to remain at least friends and I want her to remain in my life, however it won't be easy since everytime i am around her i will want to be with her more than a friend. I can't be mad at her since it was I who broke us up in the first plave; I just wish I could go back and change what happened. I'm just a stupid confused boy who doesn't know what he wants until he fucks it up so bad he can never get it. LIFE SUX.