chad..one strange boy, on lighter snacher..one lighter at a time
im having a great night! i decieded to just stay in and chill. i watched 13 going on 30, its so cute...i think i almost cried. ya, i would laugh at me to, its ok. haha. i have been talking to rach and carla, talking to myself, listing to old cheesey music and the spice girls! haha hell ya!! sometimes i just go off in my head and have this whole world going on. im there right now. i like, talk to myself, but not in a needed to be on medication kinda way haha. at least i dont think so....
tomorrow im gunna chill with beckey and maybe john. i really hope i get to see him. but i almost had a fuckin heart attack 20min ago when i was rolling a joint on my desk and my dad about walked in, that god for door locks..i think my heat stoped hahaha. i coverd it with the keyboard and said i was getting dressed. but i re rolled and got a really good roll, im getting better hahah. what a talent huh? and it just dawned on me that CHAD STOLE MY FUCKIN LIGHTER! i knew it. i have to start takeing inveintory everytime im around him. i would say somthing but chad would deney his own death. no point in it i guess. im pissed he did that to, im always so fuckin nice to him. whatever, that is what i expected from him i guess.
tomorrow im gunna chill with beckey and maybe john. i really hope i get to see him. but i almost had a fuckin heart attack 20min ago when i was rolling a joint on my desk and my dad about walked in, that god for door locks..i think my heat stoped hahaha. i coverd it with the keyboard and said i was getting dressed. but i re rolled and got a really good roll, im getting better hahah. what a talent huh? and it just dawned on me that CHAD STOLE MY FUCKIN LIGHTER! i knew it. i have to start takeing inveintory everytime im around him. i would say somthing but chad would deney his own death. no point in it i guess. im pissed he did that to, im always so fuckin nice to him. whatever, that is what i expected from him i guess.