It hasn't even hit me yet...

May 20, 2006 23:03

It hasn't even hit me yet....my response to the questions that are so frequently asked, "Are you excited that you're graduating?" and "Are you excited about college?"

Today Jessica and I hung out after she got out of work. We decided to go to Papa Ginos after hanging out at my house for awhile. So while we were talking, she brought up the fact that the five month period that was going to seem to go by so slow since I graduated half year is already over. Until those words came out of my mouth it didn't really hit me, truthfully the whole senior thing still hasn't really hit me. Maybe it's because I haven't been in school since January but idk....doesn't seem like it's time to graduate.

I feel really bad. I've been so....busy lately. It seems like all I do is babysit, do errands, spend time with family, see Matt, occasionally hang with Jessica, go to church (or related things) and do "stuff" at home (emails, school stuff, computer stuff, pictures...), there are so many people I feel like I haven't seen in ages. Even when I do hang out with Matt or Jessica or someone else, it feels like there's always something I could/should be doing. Even now as I write this, I should be doing graduation party planning. But oh well...by mid June things will slow down for a bit and I can enjoy the summer.

I'm hoping this summer can be as stress free as possible. Just hanging out with friends, work, pool time, six flags, concerts, shows, enjoying the outdoors and relaxing before college starts. There are "possible stress things" like orientation (which should be fun because Jessica and Lauren might be there on the same day), graduation party and finding out who my roommate is. Oh well....in truth I can't wait for it all. Regardless of the planning and stressing, all those things will be fun memories to look back on. When it comes down to it, I won't really remember the stressing. I'll remember being with people I care about and having fun.

Oh and by the way...anyone who wants to email me an RSVP instead of calling you can~cookieca324@aol.com just write RSVP from ___________ as the headline of the email. Talk to you guys later. Love you all and God bless.
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