He is actually gone...
okay so i am back from watching him load onto the bus we didn't stay to see the buses take off thank god because then i really would've broke down. I'm so worried about him and brandon and suzanne. I hope and pray to god that everything goes smoothly and nothing happens. It's a church event and they are doing it to spread god and gods word so nothing should happen god isn't going to allow it right? right...i have to keep telling myself that. I came home and i told my mom i was home then i got little less than half way down the basement steps and i broke down crying so i sat on the steps for like 5-10 minutes just crying. Now i'm sitting here typing this because i'm so tired i can't sleep and i'm so worried i hope everything goes all right i have to get up soon to go to church, i have to work 12-8 today its 2 in the morning i'm tired i feel like road kill i am a mess. so that should be fun at work tomorrow. but anyway i'm going to go cuz i should try and sleep since i can't after church so ttyl bye!
Hannah~
Hannah~