...I'm so confused. I think that's happening a lot lately. I should try harder to really think about things so I don't cause trouble for everyone.
But thank you, Lina-chan. I don't know what I'd do without you. I'm really glad we're friends!
But then...now I don't know what to do. I thought I did but now...
...I think maybe today I'll spend some time with Kurogane-san while I think. Maybe he'll want company. I hope he doesn't mind. Maybe I should make him something? Kurogane-san works so hard. And he always quietly thinks to himself. I want to be able to help him...Kurogane-san is such a strong person...
This morning, when I saw him, I forgot that I was hurt that they lied. It was so strange. I know about them now, about their relationship. I don't understand why they hid it from me. Although I really should have noticed it before, too.
I thought that I should say something but at the same time, I feel like it's something private between them. Maybe I would ruin it. I want them to be happy, though. But I want to tell them I know, so they don't have to worry over me. This is so confusing.
I was in the kitchen, trying to decide what to do. But then...Kurogane-san...when I saw him this morning...I...I couldn't stop blushing. I can't stop thinking about him. Kurogane-san...this is so sudden. What am I thinking?
*blushes* I just want to spend time with Kurogane-san, that's all...but my heart won't stop racing...