i hope these meds work
I hate how I am feeling now.
I hate not being able to talk to someone I still consider a friend.
I know I'm not obsessed I just miss him.
I just want to still be nice but I can't.
I'm pretty sure he ignores me on purpose.
I hope that I can be better by next month.
I have to stop from crying in front of Lorelei.
She thinks that Dad has done something but really I'm just sad.
I can't ever be all the way out of his life because of Lorelei.
I know he knows I'm still here.
I just have to get over this pain and this hurt and sadness.
I wish I could just take a week off and cry it all out.
As I type this I'm trying not to cry.
I hate not being able to talk to someone I still consider a friend.
I know I'm not obsessed I just miss him.
I just want to still be nice but I can't.
I'm pretty sure he ignores me on purpose.
I hope that I can be better by next month.
I have to stop from crying in front of Lorelei.
She thinks that Dad has done something but really I'm just sad.
I can't ever be all the way out of his life because of Lorelei.
I know he knows I'm still here.
I just have to get over this pain and this hurt and sadness.
I wish I could just take a week off and cry it all out.
As I type this I'm trying not to cry.