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so i did try to convince myself to talk to someone else but it just ain't happening.
now i know you guys think i'm crazy but its just the type of person that I am.
I take a lot a crap for a long time and then it sets in. please don't respond to this post if you're just going to put me down or whatever. these are my feelings and at the moment i cannot help them. my doctor says that it's perfectly ok as long as I know how to deal which I do not. So y focus now is to not try and find someone else but to deal with it differently.
i need to stop overreacting and whatnot. since i'm now off on wednesdays and thursdays i try to think of fun things that lorelei and i can do. i think we're going fishing next week.that should be interesting. anywho yes it may seem that i am stuck but i'm going to deal with the crumbs as they come.
now i know you guys think i'm crazy but its just the type of person that I am.
I take a lot a crap for a long time and then it sets in. please don't respond to this post if you're just going to put me down or whatever. these are my feelings and at the moment i cannot help them. my doctor says that it's perfectly ok as long as I know how to deal which I do not. So y focus now is to not try and find someone else but to deal with it differently.
i need to stop overreacting and whatnot. since i'm now off on wednesdays and thursdays i try to think of fun things that lorelei and i can do. i think we're going fishing next week.that should be interesting. anywho yes it may seem that i am stuck but i'm going to deal with the crumbs as they come.