Feb 11, 2007 14:23
Wow, i know it has literally been forever since I've updated this and a lot has happened since then. I've officially become a real college student, living in a dorm away from home and being on my own. Jacksonville isn't really anything i had planned for but i would have to say that im pretty content with the way its going. im having a really good time, meeting lots of new people. Theres this huge part of me that misses the way things used to be, but at the same time im so excited for what each new day is going to bring. I still really dont know what i want to do with my life and it scares me. I geuss what im saying is that while im really happy with the way my life is going as of this moment im still extremely confused and scared about my future. I think that i had these huge ideas of what college was going to be like and how my life was going to be different, things were going to fall in to place and actually start to happen for me. i would move away and be someone totally different, but i was wrong. Im not saying that im trying to change myself , i would never do that. i really dont know what im trying to say.. haha. i dunno. right now im happy and i geuss thats all there really is to say. i do miss everyone in the forensics world. i miss seeing you guys all the time. for all you seniors going crazy about graduating and stuff, just know you can call me anytime to talk. even if youre not a senior.