Havent posted in a few days but of course the thoughts are as deep as ever... maybe a little more scattered and hard to grip unfortunately but anyway...
Been working on my social life here. Got a few good friends to hold onto and a potential love interest. Too bad all of the friends are male. There are a few females in my social circle tho :)
The social life is the aspect of life worth mentioning most but its amusing how thought can affect your reality extremely. Lately the idea of leaving has been in my mind and while Im not sure I am ready to leave, just building up the courage to step forth into a new chapter of life has me less stressed at work.
Interactions with Taba vary emotionally but for the most part I am unaffected by most of his commands. I wish to work and progress to having handled all of the horses and being comfortable during practice however getting to that point means going thru Taba and I havent decided if this job is worth the stress yet.
Got a few plans to leave stewing and maybe a few more once I send out applications. Ill be sad when I leave these friends behind but be like bhudda. Needless and unincumbered to move where ever destiny takes you.
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