Thx 2 those who caught me
Uhhhhh. nothing much, been bored a few of these days but was able 2 mix in some fun with it. Lets c now, putting life on line 4 a really really close friend, uhhh, thought about suicide 2 weeks ago becuz life was pretty awful at the moment and have been dealing with multiple issues that just randomly come up that threaten life 2 myself and friends. Plenty O' fun. Dont really have any plans anytime soon but eh, who knows with me right......anything can happen at any given moment. Eskimo Bob is 1 of the greatest things I have ever seen on the the internet, he is......cool. Check him out at eskimobob.com. Oii, my world is slowly fiding some new light. Went ahead and found somewhat of a set of lyrics that can describe how I've been doin in some of the parts 1 week be4 the begnning of 2005:
How far back should I have to go? Tell me. Everything is so painfully vivid.
The truth is, we couldn't understand each other, So I left and didn't look back.
Fall into a light sleep, it encompasses my very being I never carry out my promises So long ago, I threw away my brightness And like the light from the morning sun, it can never return. It lies beside this cold heart, frozen So completely mindless that it persists forever. Numbly, I gather the remnants of my emotions, And searching for redemption, I.....Fall into a light sleep, on a lonely night I'm beginning to learn the designs of sorrow The hiding away of your warm presence Makes me fear the overflowing darkness. Fall into a light sleep, it encompasses my very being I never carry out my promises So long ago, I threw away my brightness And like the light from the morning sun, it can never return.
This goes 4 the dark parts of my life since then but other than that I've had some wonderful moments and joyful times that I thoght would never end and I long 4 their return; such as the time I had playin and hanging out at Boomers. That was quite enjoyable. Sometimes I feel worlds apart from other people, even those who may be closest 2 me but quite quickly, those who r closest 2 me and r there 4 me, have caught up 2 me thus freeing me from my shackles of pain and torment. Thanks 2 those who have finally found a way 2 get 2 me.
How far back should I have to go? Tell me. Everything is so painfully vivid.
The truth is, we couldn't understand each other, So I left and didn't look back.
Fall into a light sleep, it encompasses my very being I never carry out my promises So long ago, I threw away my brightness And like the light from the morning sun, it can never return. It lies beside this cold heart, frozen So completely mindless that it persists forever. Numbly, I gather the remnants of my emotions, And searching for redemption, I.....Fall into a light sleep, on a lonely night I'm beginning to learn the designs of sorrow The hiding away of your warm presence Makes me fear the overflowing darkness. Fall into a light sleep, it encompasses my very being I never carry out my promises So long ago, I threw away my brightness And like the light from the morning sun, it can never return.
This goes 4 the dark parts of my life since then but other than that I've had some wonderful moments and joyful times that I thoght would never end and I long 4 their return; such as the time I had playin and hanging out at Boomers. That was quite enjoyable. Sometimes I feel worlds apart from other people, even those who may be closest 2 me but quite quickly, those who r closest 2 me and r there 4 me, have caught up 2 me thus freeing me from my shackles of pain and torment. Thanks 2 those who have finally found a way 2 get 2 me.