Dec 05, 2004 23:53
I am mediocre. I'm not highly intelligent, I am not ambitious, I am not confident, I am not a lot of things. I realized this today. I'm actually quite... mediocre. See, I can't even come up with a second adjective. I procrastinate, I can't motivate myself. The only reason I get good grades is because I memorize what we're doing. And then I forget it.
I'm not one of those people who has natural intelligence, nor do I have common sense. It's really pathetic.
I don't have any will power or work ethic, unless I'm highly caffeinated.
Now that I've recognized this, I can change it.
(If you leave a comment, I'd prefer that it weren't "aww miranda, you're not these things!" If you say anything, please say how you view me and what I can change. I'm in one of those moods.)