Graduation
I hate this feeling of constantly being in the middle. I hate having this constant anxiety over what I'm supposed to do. All you people who live in regular, undivorced households... be happy. You have no idea how good you have it.
Im going through my graduation stuff right now, and I have no clue what I'm supposed to be doing. Ive got my cap and gown and graduation announcements and name card things, and..what? I dont know. My mom can't help me, or won't.
They wonder why I get so frusterated. From one side, I get "have your mom call me if anything comes up" and from the other side i get "you better call Amy about this..." Can't they do the calling?
They dont get along with each other, yeah. Whatever. Shes never even tried. Amy isn't Kris. Amy actually wants to get to know my mom.
its all bullshit.
My mom is always making me feel guilty as hell over all the money my senior year is costing her. And then I get stuff like having to order my graduation stuff, which i due TOMORROW, and she won't help me. No doubt, once the stuff comes in, she'll make me feel guilty again.
"Do you actually NEED open house announcements? Cant we make those ourselves?"
I'm her first fucking kid to graduate. brandon dropped out... does she want to be involved in this or even give a shit? Doubtful.
I feel all this anxiety about graduating.. all this stupid stuff I have to handle by myself, and I dont know how. I have no clue what I need to do.
Do I need open house announcements?
I dont even know what the hell is happening for my open house. Amy says she wants to have a combined open house and she can doa ll the work during the party so my mom can do the "mom thing" as she says.. and my mom seemed for it at first, but now she's dead set against it.
And Im fucking caught in the middle.
This seems like petty bullshit to everyone else, I know, but its always been like this. I really hate it.
can't I just not graduate?
Im going through my graduation stuff right now, and I have no clue what I'm supposed to be doing. Ive got my cap and gown and graduation announcements and name card things, and..what? I dont know. My mom can't help me, or won't.
They wonder why I get so frusterated. From one side, I get "have your mom call me if anything comes up" and from the other side i get "you better call Amy about this..." Can't they do the calling?
They dont get along with each other, yeah. Whatever. Shes never even tried. Amy isn't Kris. Amy actually wants to get to know my mom.
its all bullshit.
My mom is always making me feel guilty as hell over all the money my senior year is costing her. And then I get stuff like having to order my graduation stuff, which i due TOMORROW, and she won't help me. No doubt, once the stuff comes in, she'll make me feel guilty again.
"Do you actually NEED open house announcements? Cant we make those ourselves?"
I'm her first fucking kid to graduate. brandon dropped out... does she want to be involved in this or even give a shit? Doubtful.
I feel all this anxiety about graduating.. all this stupid stuff I have to handle by myself, and I dont know how. I have no clue what I need to do.
Do I need open house announcements?
I dont even know what the hell is happening for my open house. Amy says she wants to have a combined open house and she can doa ll the work during the party so my mom can do the "mom thing" as she says.. and my mom seemed for it at first, but now she's dead set against it.
And Im fucking caught in the middle.
This seems like petty bullshit to everyone else, I know, but its always been like this. I really hate it.
can't I just not graduate?