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Jan 10, 2005 15:41

I'm "home". But I don't feel like I'm really here. Feel like it's some nightmare. I don't want to be here.

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torn_i_am January 11 2005, 03:20:52 UTC
Haha I'm glad you found the notes :) No, there aren't any others cuz I was writing them and you came up... I was gonna do more but forgot. I'm glad you like diller.

I can't sleep. Been up since 1am and now it's 4:10am. I was watching the videos and listening to the recordings we made and cracking up so much!

I still feel like I'm in a daze or something and pretty soon I'll snap out of it and be in your room again.

Nobody understands me here either. Nobody even comes close. I was talking online to Duarte last night and I told him how much I miss you already and how nobody understood me. He asked who in our class of the guys understood me the best. I said that he and Jacob were the easiest to talk to, and he replied that he thought the Attila, George, Eddie and me were the ones who understood him the best. He said he looked forward to seeing me. I dunno. It kinda cheered me up and made me sadder at the same time.

Give diller a hug from me!

I go back to school today. School makes me depressed. I don't want to go.
PS The only hot guy that sat near me on the plane, I did speak to. Aren't ya proud? Although I didn't initiate it, and he was just trying to help me fix my screen. He sat in front of me and had longish, a little bit greasy hair, and James Iha glasses. He was maybe... 27? And travelling alone. But married :( Hehe

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