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[torn_hero_02]

i'll hate my life until i end it so i yeah i'am invisible no one sees i hate your attention but i'd like to know if you ever cared

"friends"

i'am always there no ones here come to me and leave me,forget, everything i said,don't look at the walking corpse, feel desperate unwanted,i'am always needed but whenever i look to find someone theres no one ever

my life is gonna be the death of me

i don't know what to say to make you stay for only a little longer just until my cheek is clean of tears,my eyes no longer looking away,just until i feel better enough to walk away from you,it's okay if you wanna go i'll never understand why though i've tried to fit your mold i'll try to wear the this mask of happiness,iam driving you away,but say you'll always return,make me think for a second you care enough to find the matter,I could never walk away from the plague i could never get enough of what kills me,you could always find me i'd appear when needed and disapear when you've had enough put me away lock me up so i don't run away then you'd finally know the meaning of being alone

i've tried for to long to change