Boy Oh Boy
I just read my LJ from 2003/2004. Well mostly just the Paul episode and the months following.
For one-Andrea I had no idea you made comments on my posts like a year later, that's funny and I wish I had read them at the time >.<
Anyway, I cannot believe how blessed I am to have found the life I found now. And I truely judged who cared about me at the time. They're still here! Like Jamie, Kellynn, and Suzanne...they were the true friends. That's awesome. I love it I love it I love it!!!
And I cannot believe that people bore my constant whining about life. Granted, I remember the days...and those people and my decisions truely did put me through hell. But still, I cannot believe you all still supported me after all my mess ups. You're great!
Also, it's amazing that I can want and love and be with Matt with zero drama. JAMIE IS AMAZING!!!
And Matt never lies to me or plays games with me or makes me feel little. He makes me feel beautiful and we are good for each other.
Thank you, God.
For one-Andrea I had no idea you made comments on my posts like a year later, that's funny and I wish I had read them at the time >.<
Anyway, I cannot believe how blessed I am to have found the life I found now. And I truely judged who cared about me at the time. They're still here! Like Jamie, Kellynn, and Suzanne...they were the true friends. That's awesome. I love it I love it I love it!!!
And I cannot believe that people bore my constant whining about life. Granted, I remember the days...and those people and my decisions truely did put me through hell. But still, I cannot believe you all still supported me after all my mess ups. You're great!
Also, it's amazing that I can want and love and be with Matt with zero drama. JAMIE IS AMAZING!!!
And Matt never lies to me or plays games with me or makes me feel little. He makes me feel beautiful and we are good for each other.
Thank you, God.