Im here again.
Sometimes I hate having to update this thing. Then I realize I salivate at the though of reading my friends LJ's so I should probably post something on here...like anyone really cares. Blah
Apologies to Stacey. Didnt mean to seem so agitated last night.
Found out that my realy k0ol friend from cali is extremely cute. We have so much in common yet were so different. Alas Cali is a long ways a way from good ol new york.
Yeh Jim's lutheran chorale rocked out considering it was a chorale and not a band...hah...rocked out....never mind...
It was good and Im glad I went.
I got to spend time with "J" and Jordan and we had fun.
"J"'s mom thanked me for hanging out with Jesse. She says he doesnt get that opportunity for attention all that much. I didnt even think about it. I just started playing basket ball with him.
I feel bad for "J" still considering that she is still having a hard time getting past "him" I guess would be the best way to word it.. I wish she could find the right person to be with for a while. Someone who will be good to her. She could use that. But at the same time she has so much going for herself right now that I could understand why she isnt so set on moving on in that aspect. Too bad there isnt much I can do for her. of course it seems as if there isnt a whole lot that she will let me do to help her. "just be yourself"...sometimes just being yourself or just being a friend isnt enough. You feel like you could do so much more for that person if they would only let you. I don't know. Im still crossed about it. about a lot of things really.
Oh and Ive suddenly become the person who is designing pictures that are going to be permanently inked onto peoples bodies. "J" says "I know God isnt going to like the fact that Im permanently marking my skin as is, so I have to at least be careful of what I put there"....thanks thats reassuring. Im paranoid now.
Im banking on that 70 dollar check from the federal gov't...sheesh where is it and why isnt it here yet?
thats me right now
bye
-Me
Apologies to Stacey. Didnt mean to seem so agitated last night.
Found out that my realy k0ol friend from cali is extremely cute. We have so much in common yet were so different. Alas Cali is a long ways a way from good ol new york.
Yeh Jim's lutheran chorale rocked out considering it was a chorale and not a band...hah...rocked out....never mind...
It was good and Im glad I went.
I got to spend time with "J" and Jordan and we had fun.
"J"'s mom thanked me for hanging out with Jesse. She says he doesnt get that opportunity for attention all that much. I didnt even think about it. I just started playing basket ball with him.
I feel bad for "J" still considering that she is still having a hard time getting past "him" I guess would be the best way to word it.. I wish she could find the right person to be with for a while. Someone who will be good to her. She could use that. But at the same time she has so much going for herself right now that I could understand why she isnt so set on moving on in that aspect. Too bad there isnt much I can do for her. of course it seems as if there isnt a whole lot that she will let me do to help her. "just be yourself"...sometimes just being yourself or just being a friend isnt enough. You feel like you could do so much more for that person if they would only let you. I don't know. Im still crossed about it. about a lot of things really.
Oh and Ive suddenly become the person who is designing pictures that are going to be permanently inked onto peoples bodies. "J" says "I know God isnt going to like the fact that Im permanently marking my skin as is, so I have to at least be careful of what I put there"....thanks thats reassuring. Im paranoid now.
Im banking on that 70 dollar check from the federal gov't...sheesh where is it and why isnt it here yet?
thats me right now
bye
-Me