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OK! that is it. i've had it. matt...i'm not running from shit. think whatever the hell you want. i say it like it is. but if you refuse to listen to nobody but yourself..FINE!
and ANGELA. i DON'T think i'm better than everyone. contrary to popular belief...i think i'm the very opposite. THE LESSER OF THE BEINGS IN EVERYWAY. i'm sorry that i never liked the fact that your "good friend" called my boyfriend queer..your freshmen bitch calling me pathetic...some little retart throwing shit at mike and calling him a fucking pussy..SORRY if i don't take to that. but me not saying a word in my little corner is because something just recently happened to make me feel upset. and yes i realize it could be seen as disrespectful so MY BAD ON THAT. but i don't think i'm the shit. i think your friends have done enough to make me feel like if i don't say a word no one can rag on me. THAT'S ALL. that's the freaking truth people! I THINK I'M NOTHING BUT SHIT!!!!! not worth anybodies time. and the reason why i barely ever talk is because i don't have to worry about saying, doing, or just acting on something that i might regret because it might make someone else mad or upset. SORRY I'M SO QUIET. but it's far from the truth that i think i'm the top shit. i think i AM shit. alwayz have......hasn't anyone noticed?....
-meg
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p.s.: sorry for the rant...but do people have a hard time just understanding what's always been the truth. i don't talk because i'm scared of fucking up. scared to fucking death. i never thought i was better than anyone. i know people will possibly not understand this...but i think it should make atleast a little sense that i don't talk because i just don't want to do or say something i'll regret. if it helps..i'll be more outspoken. but i never thought i was worth anyones time....god..even sometimes i tell mike to break up with me....
read this..don't read this. this is the way it is. if you'd rather listen to yourself....then fine.
and ANGELA. i DON'T think i'm better than everyone. contrary to popular belief...i think i'm the very opposite. THE LESSER OF THE BEINGS IN EVERYWAY. i'm sorry that i never liked the fact that your "good friend" called my boyfriend queer..your freshmen bitch calling me pathetic...some little retart throwing shit at mike and calling him a fucking pussy..SORRY if i don't take to that. but me not saying a word in my little corner is because something just recently happened to make me feel upset. and yes i realize it could be seen as disrespectful so MY BAD ON THAT. but i don't think i'm the shit. i think your friends have done enough to make me feel like if i don't say a word no one can rag on me. THAT'S ALL. that's the freaking truth people! I THINK I'M NOTHING BUT SHIT!!!!! not worth anybodies time. and the reason why i barely ever talk is because i don't have to worry about saying, doing, or just acting on something that i might regret because it might make someone else mad or upset. SORRY I'M SO QUIET. but it's far from the truth that i think i'm the top shit. i think i AM shit. alwayz have......hasn't anyone noticed?....
-meg
<3
p.s.: sorry for the rant...but do people have a hard time just understanding what's always been the truth. i don't talk because i'm scared of fucking up. scared to fucking death. i never thought i was better than anyone. i know people will possibly not understand this...but i think it should make atleast a little sense that i don't talk because i just don't want to do or say something i'll regret. if it helps..i'll be more outspoken. but i never thought i was worth anyones time....god..even sometimes i tell mike to break up with me....
read this..don't read this. this is the way it is. if you'd rather listen to yourself....then fine.