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[torn_apartx]

IM SO FUCKING SICK OF EVERYONE! IM FUCKING SICK OF BEING LIED TO! IM SICK OF BEGINNING TO TRUST PEOPLE & THEN HAVING TO LOSE IT BECAUSE OF SOME FUCKED UP SHIT THEY DID! IM FUCKING SICK OF THE ARGUMENTS I HAVE WITH MY MOTHER! IM FUCKING SICK OF HAVING MY HEART RIPPED OUT OF MY CHEST ND STABBED COUNTLESS TIMES! IM FUCKING SICK OF GIVING PEOPLE MORE THAN A SECOND CHANCE ND THEM NOT APPRECIATING IT! IM SICK OF TRYING TO HELP PEOPLE OUT ND THEM THANKING ME BY DOING IT OVER AGAIN! IM FUCKING SICK OF FEELING DEPRESSED EVERY DAY OF MY LIFE FROM THE MOMENT I WAKE UP TO THE MINUTE I GO TO SLEEP! IM FUCKING SICK OF PUTTING ON FAKE SMILES & LAUGHS! IM FUCKING SICK OF DRAMA! IM FUCKING SICK OF BEING DRAGGED INTO EVERYTHING WHEN I DID NOTHING WRONG! IM FUCKING SICK OF EVERYONE BEING FAKE! IM FUCKING SICK OF GETTING FUCKED OVER BY PEOPLE THAT I CARED FOR WITH ALL MY FUCKING HEART! IM FUCKING SICK OF FEELING USED! IM FUCKING SICK OF BEING NICE TO EVERYONE! IM FUCKING SICK OF FEELING LONLEY! IM FUCKIGN SICK OF FEELING LIKE NO ONE GIVES A SHIT ABOUT ME! IM FUCKING SICK OF BEING HOME! IM FUCKING SICK OF NEVER EVER BEING HAPPY AS HARD AS I TRY TO BE! IM FUCKING SICK OF CRYING! IM FUCKING SICK OF BEING PUT DOWN! IM FUCKING SICK OF GETTING TOO ATTATCHED TO PEOPLE! IM FUCKING SICK OF LOSING THE PEOPLE ID LITERALLY DIE FOR! & IM FUCKING SICK OF LIVING CAUSE I SEE NO FUCKING POINT TO IT RIGHT NOW IF I HAVE TO BE MISERABLE EVERY MOTHER FUCKING DAY OF MY LIFE!

just fuck it all.
im just so sick & tired of getting hurt..

im done venting.