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Okay, I am finally up-dating. Everything has been going okay I guess, well actually no I fucking lyed. I have been baby-sitting almost everyday, making money is always good, but man I dont even know. I am kind of in the mood that I am just like BLAH! Mike and me are done talking, man I dont even know what happened, and Rob and me, ugh man I don't even know, I had feelings for him even though he didn't know that, well actually know one knew that until now. But I had feelings for Rob, and then he was sitting there and trying to get with my friend. Then just saying we was just friends and never did shit together, well thats just great. Oh well, fuck him, he was just like every other guy in this damn world. Ugh! Who knows man! Man I hate when I get like this, it's sort of like man I dont even care, and its like fuck it. I hate seeing my friends flirt with a guy I like, it makes me so mad, even if they dont do it intentinally (spell check) I mean it still hurts. I didnt have madd feelings for Rob, it was just like a kinda lil fling shit. But hey whatever, I knew nothing would have ever happened between us anywaze, considering I THINK he has a girlfriend, but I dont even know. Well I am gonna go, Ashley Beaton is suppose to be calling me at 10, and its 10:30 now, man I need to talk to her soo fucking bad!!!