i wish my heart could feel wat my mind feels. but my heart won this battle.

[torn_apart_4eva]

i thought everything would b how i wanted it to be. but now that they rnt as i wished, i feel like im broken. brokenhearted. my heart says i love him. my mind says let him go..move on. well now that my fkin heart won, my mind is completely confused. i wish it was my heart that won the battle. but no, things cant b they way i want them. is it possible to be happy and upset at the same time? its like a freakin angel on one shoulder and a devil on the other. torn apart is the worst feeling ever. its too tense to handle. but all i can do now.. is learn how to forget and move on.

NOTE to self: friday 4:00... dont call rich

bRitt <3 xOxO