Nov 01, 2004 22:41
I talked to my mom about everything that's been happening tonight. She thinks it is time to give up. He won't grow up until he is forced to. Plus he's still doing bullshit that we've argued about for months. I can't do it anymore. The only thing keeping me from leaving right now is the fact I still care and I don't want to be alone. I'm tired of being treated like shit, being lied to, and being ignored when it comes to something hurting the relationship.
On another topic, work. It was so annoying last night. Los and I stayed an extra hour after hours of network trouble. It was a total mess.
I don't know what else to write at the moment as my mind closes in on itself. I guess only time will tell if any of this works out. Until then, just another post about a miserable life wasted.