Sep 18, 2006 01:01
I love Brittany. Fa ever and fa real and fa always.
Mad weepy breakthroughs. Because...I get it now. And I get where she's been coming from for the past year +.
Anyways. Everythings going good. Work today was horrendous, but time and a half is the dope shit.
New boy is....very risky. I realized that...I was supposed to "change my type." But I didn't. I guess you cant help who your attracted to though. And I only fall for guys who have massive potential to break my heart. And this one probably will too, if I'm not careful. Which means...molasses in winter. Thats what I'm all about. I'm mad fucking nervous. Feeling good about a person and being attracted to them and getting the vibe back no longer makes me feel as happy as it used to. In fact, it makes me downright panicky. I've felt mad tense all day. Imepending doom. All good things must come to and end. Whats the point. Blah blah blah. I need to turn off my brain.
Times, they are a changin'.
And I really wish that I could make a peanut butter and jelly sandwich and eat it. :-/ Maybe some day, maybe never. We'll see what happens.