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Okay, i've come to the conclusion that i'm a lot more annoying than I think I am.
Last weekend I called Alyssa. Left a message. No reply. The same this weekend.
Called my mom. No answer. No suprise there. I saw her this weekend, but whatever. She just wanted to be number one mom the whole time, but it just doesn't work that way.
Called my dad's cell. No answer. Suprise, suprise!
Called Kayt Friday and Saturday to make sure she was okay. No answer there either. I figured she was at the beach and couldn't answer, but then I realized it was rainy, cold, and she was really at the movies with the prom people. Saturday, same. Called once today and got an answer. But if I didn't get an answer, I wasn't gonna call again, since she probably just wanted to spend this weekend with the prom people, which I didn't have a problem with, really.
It just aggravates me when people say they'll call, or always be there, but they never call, and they don't answer me. Or when people feel like going out, so they blow off all responsibility in their way.
I just worry a lot. I don't want anything happening to the people I love. That's sensible, right?
Maybe I just have too strong an attachment to my friends and family. Silly me, I thought that having a bond is what people close to you were for.
Maybe I'm just wrong. I'm not saying that sarcastically, I really just don't know.
From now on, i'm just gonna ask people if they want to talk to me. If they don't, i'll leave them alone.
I don't want to be a burden, an annoyance, another thing to worry about. So I won't be anything at all.
Last weekend I called Alyssa. Left a message. No reply. The same this weekend.
Called my mom. No answer. No suprise there. I saw her this weekend, but whatever. She just wanted to be number one mom the whole time, but it just doesn't work that way.
Called my dad's cell. No answer. Suprise, suprise!
Called Kayt Friday and Saturday to make sure she was okay. No answer there either. I figured she was at the beach and couldn't answer, but then I realized it was rainy, cold, and she was really at the movies with the prom people. Saturday, same. Called once today and got an answer. But if I didn't get an answer, I wasn't gonna call again, since she probably just wanted to spend this weekend with the prom people, which I didn't have a problem with, really.
It just aggravates me when people say they'll call, or always be there, but they never call, and they don't answer me. Or when people feel like going out, so they blow off all responsibility in their way.
I just worry a lot. I don't want anything happening to the people I love. That's sensible, right?
Maybe I just have too strong an attachment to my friends and family. Silly me, I thought that having a bond is what people close to you were for.
Maybe I'm just wrong. I'm not saying that sarcastically, I really just don't know.
From now on, i'm just gonna ask people if they want to talk to me. If they don't, i'll leave them alone.
I don't want to be a burden, an annoyance, another thing to worry about. So I won't be anything at all.