It has been a while
I have almost forgotten I have a online journal. Things have been so busy and fast past I haven't had time to ponder. There were moments I realize now that I should have done so but the existence of this journal then had vanished.
Though it seems now it has been long overdue for a update. Live has been busy... very busy. The economy here IS effecting everyone (not like before when everyone said everything effects everyone and WOW nothing changes!!!). Schooling, work, second work, have consumed much of my time now, but at least I'm surviving with food in my gut and a roof over my head. I wish however that I had time to change things up a little bit. Every now and then go to the club on Friday or Sunday. Go watch a movie. Drive up to a friends place for dinner and dancing. Even sit down and play D&D. Not much time for that now. Lucky for me time always changes things and I have finally grown use to it.
Now I have time to look forward and ponder on what is the next shadow to appear. For a long time I felt something in my time was coming though I'm not truly sure of what, but I know it is not good.....
...then again why do I feel that? I'm sure other feel it too. The impending doom and slowly comes towards us but never get here. The constant strive to become better, stronger, faster. It is all done on that basic fear of impending doom. Sadly we, as a race, have gained a large distance from that doom. But sadly ironically we might just end up running into that impending doom just like a character in a horror flick.
It feels good to be using this again. It has been so long since I have felt depressed and truthfully I'm still not all depressed now. Just bored.... maybe a bit hungry, sleepy, and stubborn (as in NO I DON'T WANT TO GO TO BED MOMMY I WANT TO SEE THE MOVIE ON TV!!!!) I guess somethings never change ^^.
Though it seems now it has been long overdue for a update. Live has been busy... very busy. The economy here IS effecting everyone (not like before when everyone said everything effects everyone and WOW nothing changes!!!). Schooling, work, second work, have consumed much of my time now, but at least I'm surviving with food in my gut and a roof over my head. I wish however that I had time to change things up a little bit. Every now and then go to the club on Friday or Sunday. Go watch a movie. Drive up to a friends place for dinner and dancing. Even sit down and play D&D. Not much time for that now. Lucky for me time always changes things and I have finally grown use to it.
Now I have time to look forward and ponder on what is the next shadow to appear. For a long time I felt something in my time was coming though I'm not truly sure of what, but I know it is not good.....
...then again why do I feel that? I'm sure other feel it too. The impending doom and slowly comes towards us but never get here. The constant strive to become better, stronger, faster. It is all done on that basic fear of impending doom. Sadly we, as a race, have gained a large distance from that doom. But sadly ironically we might just end up running into that impending doom just like a character in a horror flick.
It feels good to be using this again. It has been so long since I have felt depressed and truthfully I'm still not all depressed now. Just bored.... maybe a bit hungry, sleepy, and stubborn (as in NO I DON'T WANT TO GO TO BED MOMMY I WANT TO SEE THE MOVIE ON TV!!!!) I guess somethings never change ^^.