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damn it just hit me today that its fucking october already.. i wouldnt really say time flys by but it gets around pretty quick b/c im always busy.. i like it that way though, i love to stay busy and have something to do an agenda or something.. its like i love having days off from work b/c i get tired of rubys sometimes but its like my days off are pointless unless i have something to do.. if im not doing something i feel like a lazy bitch and i just sleep out of boredom.. sleep is good but i already had a 2hr nap today and its only 5pm.. i did get something accomplished today though, i finally drove up to fgcu and turned in my application and shit, they said i should find out whether im accepted in 6-8 weeks but somehow i dont think its really going to take that long.. we'll see i guess.. also went to the bank today deposited 400 bucks mmmm.. and finally activated my debit card so i could pay my cell phone bill.. if i get accepted to fgcu i think im going to try to work full time and go to school full time.. i know that leaves little time for friends and manno but i think it will all be worth it.. just go to school during the day and work nights, it shouldnt be that hard.. ill just have to start taking vitamins and energy pills like diana keeps telling me haha.. im just ready to make something of my life and ready to work my ass of for myself and the people i care about.. speaking of that for everyone i havent called or seen in a while i still love you and im sorry i havent kept in touch over the past couple weeks.. this past week especially.. i also started my search for an apt today.. oi, they are expensive.. i havent decided if i want to get one by myself or with a roommate yet im still just checking out whats available and everything my goal is to be out of this damned house by january but if its not possible summer at the latest.. i just realized there are a lot of birthdays coming up too.. so i gotta start thinkin about those.. theres tim's, manno's, jeremy's, shannon's in november.. ill just wish yall happy birthday right now b/c i never know what day it is anymore so i might miss it :) love you all happy birthday!! as for shannon's.. i already have an idea of what im going to do *winkie winkie* and im pretty damn sure she'll enjoy it but i got another month for hers.. im kinda worried about manno's.. what the hell do you get a 26y/o man for his birthday? i really have no idea and i have like a week and half to figure it out.. help please :) and tim.. i wanted to send you a card hon but i dont have your address up there in hickville and i can never get ahold of you so happy birthday honey i love ya :).. ok so everyone is talking about the halloween horror nights and i still wanna go, i hope shan still does too and that we can bring along manno and ben like we were talking about.. actually im gunna go call her right now i got lots to ask her about.. guess this is the end..
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