Sep 13, 2004 18:49
-having to make huge future decisions when youre fucking indecisive as hell is the most depressing and hardest thing to do ever
-being a music major sucks i hate it.
-working all day only to make 30 bucks in tips b/c the dumbasses are all in georgia waiting out the hurricane instead of eating dinner at ruby tuesdays where they fucking belong
-i worked all today and my man works allll tonight.. go figure.
-im horny but im on the rag.
-i dont know what the hell im doing for this semester or the next one but i need a roommate for the summer, im sure as hell not staying with my parents.
-i love the people i work with and hate leaving b/c id rather be hanging out with them than sitting in a practice room for hours by myself.
-ive only seen 4 barron people since august when i first left and im in heaven.. only caitlin, erin, kristy, and shannon..
-support from good friends is all i have right now
(<3 shannon)
-been really attracted to black men lately.. im assuming "once you go black you never go back" is for the most part true
-whenever i want to go to the beach it always rains..
-crackheads are starting to monopolize my lil world.
-happiness is right around the corner.. i can feel it taunting me
-my stalker needs to be blocked
-sleep tomorrow if not tonight.. only 9hrs in past 3 days
actually that sounds good.. time for nap.. lata <3