Tired....
SO i have been trying for fuggin three weeks to save enough fuggin money to get a gym membership! Seriously i didnt have a job so i had to save my 40 sumthin checks from disney and make them last..... I REALLY WANT A MEMBERSHIP! so today i finally could go and get it, the problem is that i had to get the money out of my moms account first and put it into mine....so i went to an ATM at bank of america (her bank) to take money out... it told me thank you but never gave me the damn money! I was like blah i better go in and tell them.. They told me they couldnt give me the money cause i wasnt on the account and they couldnt tell me if the machine in fact did take out the money.....FINE..i understand there is a lot of fraud goin on...SOOO my mom calls they say everything is fine she told me to go to an ATM and take it out so i could put it in my account.....SOO i fuggin did, they apparently have now frozen her account probably because the people at the bank thought i was fuggin a criminal...SO DUMB so I have once again have to wait.... i have been trying to go apply to this gym for forever.....The world is kickin my bum... I get money i have to use it for groceries, i get money i have to give my mom money to help pay for stuff, i get money, i cant even put it in my account! I cant join the gym and my mom yelled at me for not trying hard enough at the bank....I AM NOT ON HER DAMN ACCOUNT>......SO frustrating..sry to have such a negative entry....but all i really want to do is be able to go to a damn gym and feel better about myself...I THINK GOD is testing me to see how much i really want it....that may sound dumb but i seriously think thats whats goin on...AAANNNNYWAY im getting off now i just really needed to vent...MAYBE ill join tomorrow....or never at this rate... >:/