My desperate search is over...
After weeks of fruitless searching, i finally landed a job. I'm working at empire diner on baltimore pike. My first day was today, and i'm going to be training again on monday. I'm pretty sure that i'll be working mornings so hopefully i can have a social life again. I know i'm gonna hate it there, but i'll be able to deal with it til i can find something better. It'll probably be good money and it's gonna be great to have something to do every day. It's like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders. I was getting so stressed out and feeling so hopeless about my job situation. I have to work in order to be happy, i need to feel like i'm doing something constructive with my time. Having too much down time get's too boring. Don't get me wrong, it was great to relax and refocus my mind for a few weeks, but i started to feel useless. my confidence started to wan, but now i can be happy that i'm serving greasy cheap food to strangers. It ain't much, but at least it's a job.