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oh my gad i can't believe how entirely wiped i am from having no sleep. my whole body hurts. argh. i've had that 'just been woken from a 20 minute nap when i haven't slept for 3 days' feeling all morning and i can't shake it.
uhmmmmmmm. i think i'll call chrissy tonight and see if she wants to hang out. she volunteered 2 of her 3 days off this week for OT so i'd say she'll be way too tired to but i think i'll ask anyway just in case.
matt and i were talking about going out tonight and getting smashed, then we realized heeeey we're broke. so i think we're going to make it movie night or...maybe when i get home if chrissy doesn't want to hang out i'll just sleep from 9-tomorrow. that sounds kinda...good actually. i feel like a little kid anymore i swear i don't ever want to go to sleep. i don't kick and scream and fall asleep crying or grounded but...hey...i still get grumpy and don't wanna.
it's funny how people come into and leave your life...some quickly...some slow. everything happens for a reason, let er go.
git er dun, right Jennifer? :P
i had a dream 2 nights ago about Dana. which reminded me i haven't dreamt about chrissy in 3 days. i don't know why or how dana got into my dream but it was a really long dream and it was very vivid. i miss her friendship and it really sucks that things turned out the way they did.
salena is definitely going to the butchies show on the 14th and that's sweeet. that's a wednesday night...i have thursday off work..which means...sleepover :) layla was giving me shit at the show last night 'you gotta promise to come stay all night we have to burn a thousand cds', layla and i have a lot of bands/artists in common and she has some cds i don't have and i have a couple she doesn't have so we're going to share the wealth until we have the wealth to purchase them. anyway i'm excited about that show. definitely.
haha layla said she's devised a plan to hook me up with some really cute girl in Louisville so i can fall madly in love and be in Louisville all the time so she won't have to give me shit about coming over cuz i'll already be in town. riiiight.
ah fuck and rainer maria is going to be in cincy on the 8th...where will the money come from dammit. i need to sseeee them.
dad just emailed me and said i'm getting $819.00 back on my federal taxes. i owe the bank $849.00 June 1st, so...dad kinda wants me to pay that note off in full. i don't...i owe on my computer, my credit card, victoria fricken secret, and what else? oh fuck i have to call allstate and change my address with them again fuck. anyway, i have these things that keep piling on late fees and if i don't pay them they're just gonna get deeper and deeper so since i have until June to pay that i'm going to pay $400 off on the note and use the other $400 to pay some of these fuckers off. victoria's secret i'm going to pay in full, and i'll pay enough to get dell and my credit card off my back and then worry about the rest as money comes.
rawr.
'bob...are you jesus?'
'why yes i am shawn...why do you ask?'
damn i need to watch SLC Punk! tonight. dustin wants to see it so i think i'm taking it over there Saturday afternoon when he gets off work. oh well i'm going to watch it tonight anyway if i don't pass out. well. i hate this. it's just 3pm and i feel like i've been here since last night. graaah.
uhmmmmmmm. i think i'll call chrissy tonight and see if she wants to hang out. she volunteered 2 of her 3 days off this week for OT so i'd say she'll be way too tired to but i think i'll ask anyway just in case.
matt and i were talking about going out tonight and getting smashed, then we realized heeeey we're broke. so i think we're going to make it movie night or...maybe when i get home if chrissy doesn't want to hang out i'll just sleep from 9-tomorrow. that sounds kinda...good actually. i feel like a little kid anymore i swear i don't ever want to go to sleep. i don't kick and scream and fall asleep crying or grounded but...hey...i still get grumpy and don't wanna.
it's funny how people come into and leave your life...some quickly...some slow. everything happens for a reason, let er go.
git er dun, right Jennifer? :P
i had a dream 2 nights ago about Dana. which reminded me i haven't dreamt about chrissy in 3 days. i don't know why or how dana got into my dream but it was a really long dream and it was very vivid. i miss her friendship and it really sucks that things turned out the way they did.
salena is definitely going to the butchies show on the 14th and that's sweeet. that's a wednesday night...i have thursday off work..which means...sleepover :) layla was giving me shit at the show last night 'you gotta promise to come stay all night we have to burn a thousand cds', layla and i have a lot of bands/artists in common and she has some cds i don't have and i have a couple she doesn't have so we're going to share the wealth until we have the wealth to purchase them. anyway i'm excited about that show. definitely.
haha layla said she's devised a plan to hook me up with some really cute girl in Louisville so i can fall madly in love and be in Louisville all the time so she won't have to give me shit about coming over cuz i'll already be in town. riiiight.
ah fuck and rainer maria is going to be in cincy on the 8th...where will the money come from dammit. i need to sseeee them.
dad just emailed me and said i'm getting $819.00 back on my federal taxes. i owe the bank $849.00 June 1st, so...dad kinda wants me to pay that note off in full. i don't...i owe on my computer, my credit card, victoria fricken secret, and what else? oh fuck i have to call allstate and change my address with them again fuck. anyway, i have these things that keep piling on late fees and if i don't pay them they're just gonna get deeper and deeper so since i have until June to pay that i'm going to pay $400 off on the note and use the other $400 to pay some of these fuckers off. victoria's secret i'm going to pay in full, and i'll pay enough to get dell and my credit card off my back and then worry about the rest as money comes.
rawr.
'bob...are you jesus?'
'why yes i am shawn...why do you ask?'
damn i need to watch SLC Punk! tonight. dustin wants to see it so i think i'm taking it over there Saturday afternoon when he gets off work. oh well i'm going to watch it tonight anyway if i don't pass out. well. i hate this. it's just 3pm and i feel like i've been here since last night. graaah.