Sep 05, 2005 05:32
i find it really ironic that a week after i say "i love how things are less complicated and less dramatic" that things automatically turn out to be more complicated and dramatic than they ever were.
i am not going to make this a big ole whiney entry, because no one wants to hear that.. this entry is mainly an outcry of concern. it is five thirty in the morning, and i have too many thoughts on my mind to let them go unvented.
recently i have been hearing multiple tales of over-indulgence...all of which end in complete shit. people are getting fucked and fucked up, being thoughtless, inconsiderate and selfish...and all for the sake of having a "good time". i am all for having a good time, but no one seems to be able to handle themselves. if someone were to tell me six months ago that things would be this way now, i never would've believed it...because i wouldn't have wanted to.
alcohol and sex make people completely different.. and recently, all in a negative way. i don't understand why those two things are worth so much to people, why those things are worth hurting others for, worth hurting friendships over. everyone used to be able to handle things, but it seems like its getting way too frequent and out of control.i miss the days when having fun could be just hanging out somewhere without getting drunk, sexed up, or all of the above.
what happened?