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May 21, 2008 18:27

Yes, I'm back from Hokkaido~  Been back since Monday morning, but I've had my hands full since I landed with plans changing with every new thing that's popped up.  But I don't really mind.  Interesting and fun things happened.  One of them being Ryou's new look~  I haven't done any hairstyling since I left, so it was great getting back into it.

Which reminds me... Shin's gonna own my ass when I start working on shoots again.  Don't know if that's a good thing or not... And let's not mention the TA training... Looks like I should enjoy this time off as much as I can.

Oh!  And I got souvenirs for everyone~

Next up:

Happy Birthday Genichirou~!
Admittedly it still feels a little weird to call you that, but I'll eventually get used to it, I'm sure.  Hope you liked what I gave you besides that cactus with Maru and the best of wishes to you this year~ And I'll be running those laps, asap.

To those who know:
Thanks.  And I really mean that.  You guys helped me find the pieces that I was missing and opened my eyes a little bit more.  I know I was dumb for not listening from the start, but... There are just some things I still can't help but question.  But I understand now.  It all comes down to the fact that I'm still me, no matter what's shown to other people.  And... I won't let anything confuse me anymore...

It's all thanks to you guys for giving me a good "whack" to the head when I needed it (you know who you are) and I appreciate it.  I intend to repay you guys back in kind too and I won't accept "no" for an answer~

Hiroshi:
I love you.  This time... I won't be letting you go, ever again.  No matter how many times I want to say sorry, you'll just return it with an apology of your own.  So... I won't be saying it again.  At least for this.  You know; I know.  That's all that matters, ne?

[Private]
I've never felt this way before.  Kinda like I don't have to wear the mask anymore, but I'm still wearing it.  It sounds confusing as I'm typing it up like this, but to me it makes sense.  And I guess that's all that matters?

The picture's complete and it's not as 2D as I originally thought.  It's more like a 3D puzzle that I've been able to put together with everyone's help.  I've never realized that there were so many sides to me... and yet they're all me.  One doesn't over shadow the other and I finally understand that.

It took one guy's confession to liking me, a lot of thinking, a break up, and lots of friends to make me see, but the end result is what matters, right?

[ooc:  He got custom made laser engraved crystals as souvenirs for everyone close to him.  Mostly small ones with people's names in the center and one thing about that person that signifies them.  i.e. Yuki's has his name and plants/flowers around his name, etc.  Sanada gets an extra one that's shaped like a stone with the kanji for "family" in the center and all of the team's name around it for his birthday. ^^;;]

together again, yagyuu, return, birthday

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