Apr 10, 2005 22:22
i dont know how some might feel about this entry but oh well.......
MOVING ON
The pain these days is getting old
He doesnt seem to care
Its time to make a move thats bold
Lord this isn't fair.
So bad I want to be happy
So bad I want to say goodbye
So why am I still sad and sappy?
I cant wait till I no longer cry
The past is so hard to forget
It haunts me everyday
Its sad to let go of the memories
but with time I know they'll fade away
Did I completely waste the last 5 years of my life?
Was I too naive to see things weren't right?
Was I blinded by my stupidity,
or just unable to see the light?
It's time to move on to greater things
To surround myself with people who truly care
To stop focusing on the pain HE brings
and realize theres something better out there
I know im getting stronger
I'm learning more with each passing day
I'm becoming the woman God wants me to be
and I wouldn't have it any other way!