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[toriannarose]

so looking at this makes me really sad now. ive been suck a bitch lately. i practicaly pushed corey into breaking up with me and now im so depressed about the whole thing. i dont even know if we are broken up. but im guessing yes because i think hes going out with this stephinie girl. i dont ever remember him breaking up with me but mabey hes just assuming that i know, he hasn't talked to me since. i went to talk to him yesturday and scotty and antonio were there so that didn't go as planned. also i went over to his house saturday, but he was at lukes house. but again scotty and antonio were there. so i stayed for a while. then peanut and daniel showed up. they were saying that luke and corey blew them off for to girls. i dont know what im going to do. i guess im not going to do nothing. i brougt this on myself now i just have to deal with it. i knew this was going to happen. im so fucking retarded.

its all i wanted and now i guess i got it. why it happened, i dont know, hope this doesn't last forever