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Sep 08, 2011 13:10

Guess who's back, back again. Erin's back...tell a friend? *dance moves* I need me some dance moves soon. I was ify about going to Necto with Nathan friday, but I think it'd be really good for me. Its either that or plastic passion on saturday...I think given my schedule that friday would be good...Plus I've never been to a pride night with Nathan and I've always wanted to, not entirely sure why lol but it'd be fun.
So im not entirely sure why I'm on here, but I was have down time and my mom and I were kind of arguing and then she got all...mom, on me. The way she gets...She gets way over dramatic waaay too quickly and its one of the most frustrating things in my life, but I try not to be too mean and argumentative with her, because I know it'll only be counterproductive, but its hard sometimes.
So I'm not sure if im on here to vent, or to talk about anything relevant...but im on here.
I've been in kind of a playful/creative mood tonight.. I tried to play my violin, but I couldnt find my shoulder rest and these fake nails pretty much make it impossible to play. I rigged up my own shoulder rest temporarily, but the nails were still proving the most difficult part. I did manage to play Over The Rainbow haha, funny the things you remember.
Then I really wanted to play my guitar, but I knew I'd encounter the same problem. So I put aside that idea until I get my nails fixed. (shorter)
So now im kind of in the mood to write something...but I dont know what lol
I have a lot going on in my mind right now, so im kind of drowning myself in music with my headphones on. It's nice, yay for pandora. I'm such a mix of emotion though, I cant agree on what I want to listen to lol. First it was Basshunter, then VNV Nation, then my Savage garden pandora for like 5 min haha and now my Airborne Toxic Event station, but im kind of in the mood for some Celtic...or seal...or flaw! See, im such a mix of emotion tonight lol I can't make up my mind. I often times am just a jumbled mess.
One thing thats kind of crazy right now, is how the weather just like LEAPED into fall, and its not even fall yet :( It was 97 degree's...then the next Day it was like 60's...wtf michigan...I love fall, I really do, I like the colors and being able to dress in layers and I miss my hoodies and being able to kind of kind from the world in them...and I like going on fall walks..and the smells of fall..the air is always so crisp and the scent of leaves linger in the air...my absolute favorite thing about michigan is the long car rides in the fall..I LOVE driving to Jackson when all the leaves have turned, and its just a whole new view...its lovely. I'm excited for apples, and donuts and cider from Mekley's! So much to look forward to...but at the moment, I could still use the sunshine...as much as I love the night and darkness..I know im totally one of those people effected by SADD.
Also, it kind of will change things up for Nathan and I. We still have time to do some things outside, but a lot of it will end up not being weather appropriate :(
Speaking of Nathan...I just called him so im going to talk to him :) Randomly leaving middle of bloog.....Now!
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