i'm feeling all alone in a faceless crowd.

[toria07]

..i have been thinking alot..

• Im really glad i have freinds i can run to, i never really realised how many ppl care..i just wanna say thank you to the main ppl that helped me yesterday and the day before..

1. Anna samson- Thank you so much for talking me through all that stuff..its nice to know that someone is going through the same thing as me, and that your always there when i need you. I really hope you and travis work that whole thing out..and i hope that everything ends up being okay..it really isnt fair wats happening. just remember i love you with all my heart and im always here for you as you are for me.
2. Sarah smith- You called me like..5 times yesterday just to see how i was doing, thank you so much it made me feel alot better. Dont worry, your guna find someone true that really cares for you just wait, love will come to you.
3. Phillip-You may not be reading this but its okay, Thank you for talking to me..and telling me how guys really think and wats prolly going on lol. you really made things a little more clear then they were before, its nice to have a guys point of view. thank you.
4. Danielle G- i love you i love you  i love you! im sorry if i was being so bitchy yesterday i was just soo upset! lol but u still talked to me..and helped me. i love you so much baby doll
5. Billyo- Wow kiddo wen u got online i was very happy, ive known you for a pretty long time and everytime i need someone or need advice your right there to tell me the straight up truth. thanks for always being there for me.
6. Danielle M- BABYYYYYYYYY im soooooo frickiiinnnn pisssssedddd lmaoo. " i am guna kik some major fucking ass in a sec here if someone doesnt tell me wat  the FUCKIN frick is going on!" haha. you were the first person to make me laugh yesterday and you always do lmao. im cracking up even writing this..i love you so much and thank you for everything, no joke lil sister i love you! stay just the way you are and never ever change for anyone or anything! you will find someone very soon dont worry =]

i .t.h.a.n.k. the Lord for the pople i have found. <3

So go on
And sleep darlin
Why don’t you pretend we were just a dream
It’s cool baby
It doesn’t matter anyway
Well I’m so sorry
Down to the station a little too late
Such a shame
Just missed the train

• II'll be okay right? hahah im just fooling myself

lets just pretend im okay and ill act all happy and like everythings fine.

*no flaws...wen your pretending.*

I swear, last night and the night before i got 4 hours of sleep..i tossed and turned all night with that horrible pain in my stomach and all i could do is cry..why am i crying? i dont even know why..i just hope wat he said was true..about how he did still love me and like me. *crosses fingers*. Would he lie about that? im just a tad confuzed on everything..

bye.