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Loozing him would be the worst thing that could happen to me..i layed in bed all night just starting at my cell phone...i fell asleep at 4..and woke up at 5..and then fell asleep at 8 and woke up at 11..My stomach feels like its in my throat..and my eyes hurt so bad i cant even see anything. Please dont leave me. He is all i have right now..i dont know what im going to do without him..i love him so much it hurts to even think of me not being mine. my fingers are shaking and my body feels so weak right now..Im hoping his answer will make me happy..i dont want to cry anymore..and i dont want to looze him. If we break up...im not going to be myself anymore..hes the only thing that truley makes me happy. When he toled me the words he "doesnt know" if he wants to be together my heart sank..it took me a few minutes to realize..then it kicked in. Brandon toled me he thinks i like mike hanna..but the thing is hes the only guy i like..or even love for that matter. I would never like mike. I love mark with all my heart..
:breathes: please dont go...
i love you...do u remember wen i toled you that?