just some thinking
wow, its good to see people posting actual stuff about their lives again... maybe its because summer is almost over and now its time for less insanity and more "getting our shit together".
things are insane still here in ye olde morningside. where to begin the drama?
i met a really neat boy, of all friggin' places, on the internet. only about a month before my ex is supposed to "temporarily" move back in... i haven't said anything yet because i just imagine him running screaming to the hills. and then... thats right, because it wasn't fucked enough, an old piece of ass calls and says he's moving near me so i will "see him more often", gulp! no, i don't need to be playing bachelorette the home game when i am so goddamn close to getting my liscense (you know, minus that whole "money" thing that americans seem so crazy about) and i finally think i found something that is more than a one night stand. i don't even have money for groceries, i should not be concerned with this stuff, but i am. i am worried that im going to scare someone new away with my delux set of baggage and i am worried that my "baggage" will be with me until the day i die. ugh.
now for something really different...
i actually, despite my usual "doom and gloom", consider myself temporarily "happy", in the loosest sense of the word. i don't want to jinx it, and im sure that as i type this its all going to poop around me, but things could be very, very good.
i think that at some point i remember asking my witchy friends to "help a brutha out" with some positive thinking and whoever did whatever, THANK YOU! i owe you a bj, because i think i might of found the boy version of me... thats so scary.
eh, anyway. my blessings go out to everyone. maybe i'll do something to "give back" what the goddess has given me... i know its not nessicary, but i kinda feel like it was more than a little co-incidental that i asked and received, in abundance... my love to everyone. kisses.. and hugs.... and touches in your no-no spot.
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things are insane still here in ye olde morningside. where to begin the drama?
i met a really neat boy, of all friggin' places, on the internet. only about a month before my ex is supposed to "temporarily" move back in... i haven't said anything yet because i just imagine him running screaming to the hills. and then... thats right, because it wasn't fucked enough, an old piece of ass calls and says he's moving near me so i will "see him more often", gulp! no, i don't need to be playing bachelorette the home game when i am so goddamn close to getting my liscense (you know, minus that whole "money" thing that americans seem so crazy about) and i finally think i found something that is more than a one night stand. i don't even have money for groceries, i should not be concerned with this stuff, but i am. i am worried that im going to scare someone new away with my delux set of baggage and i am worried that my "baggage" will be with me until the day i die. ugh.
now for something really different...
i actually, despite my usual "doom and gloom", consider myself temporarily "happy", in the loosest sense of the word. i don't want to jinx it, and im sure that as i type this its all going to poop around me, but things could be very, very good.
i think that at some point i remember asking my witchy friends to "help a brutha out" with some positive thinking and whoever did whatever, THANK YOU! i owe you a bj, because i think i might of found the boy version of me... thats so scary.
eh, anyway. my blessings go out to everyone. maybe i'll do something to "give back" what the goddess has given me... i know its not nessicary, but i kinda feel like it was more than a little co-incidental that i asked and received, in abundance... my love to everyone. kisses.. and hugs.... and touches in your no-no spot.
v