I wish I could sleep...
I wish I could sleep. I have a lot on my mind. I have been so busy with work and school that I just realized that I don't really hang out with friends at all. So...I am kind of a chump and that's ok.
I am a little sick and tired of living my life in "worst case scenarios". Lately, everything bad that can happen, well; has. It gets a little frustrating, but on the other hand, I have a lot to look forward to in the future right?
Have you ever had to make a decision with your life where there is no right answer? I have had a couple recently. The worst part is that most of the time only time will tell how good your decision was. I happen to be in the lovely waiting period. I know that there is nothing I can do, yet I sit and wait for something to happen; something to show me the change.
So, this is probably boring for anyone who reads it, but I had to journal my feelings somehow. It is a lot easier than sitting a friend down and making them listen. I guess this way if they want to know they can, but they don't have to...haha. Well, I do have to be up kind of early tomorrow so I should probably try to get some sleep. Nighty night!
I am a little sick and tired of living my life in "worst case scenarios". Lately, everything bad that can happen, well; has. It gets a little frustrating, but on the other hand, I have a lot to look forward to in the future right?
Have you ever had to make a decision with your life where there is no right answer? I have had a couple recently. The worst part is that most of the time only time will tell how good your decision was. I happen to be in the lovely waiting period. I know that there is nothing I can do, yet I sit and wait for something to happen; something to show me the change.
So, this is probably boring for anyone who reads it, but I had to journal my feelings somehow. It is a lot easier than sitting a friend down and making them listen. I guess this way if they want to know they can, but they don't have to...haha. Well, I do have to be up kind of early tomorrow so I should probably try to get some sleep. Nighty night!