I just don't know any more.
What the bloody-hell is going on with me?
This damned place is still playing silly buggers (no change there then). I tried hiking outside to see if I could put some distance between me and it/them/whatever. Mainly because every time I try and think back to things that happened before I went awol there are gaps (at least I think there could be), so I thought a bit of distance might help- it didn't.
I'm beginning to think there could be something in what Jack said, I'm not entirely convinced about all of it mind you, but there is something very wrong somewhere.
I know there are ways to, well, brainwash for want of a better word. The pain when I try to remember something where I get the feeling there should be a memory is excruciating.
But what if this is just part of the con? What if they've given the others false memories and worked on me so I'll think they have wiped parts of my memory, so I'll think that Jack (and Kaylee for that matter) are right.
I mean look what happened with Dean and Dukat they nearly killed each other, it stopped just in time- but what about next time?
This damned place is still playing silly buggers (no change there then). I tried hiking outside to see if I could put some distance between me and it/them/whatever. Mainly because every time I try and think back to things that happened before I went awol there are gaps (at least I think there could be), so I thought a bit of distance might help- it didn't.
I'm beginning to think there could be something in what Jack said, I'm not entirely convinced about all of it mind you, but there is something very wrong somewhere.
I know there are ways to, well, brainwash for want of a better word. The pain when I try to remember something where I get the feeling there should be a memory is excruciating.
But what if this is just part of the con? What if they've given the others false memories and worked on me so I'll think they have wiped parts of my memory, so I'll think that Jack (and Kaylee for that matter) are right.
I mean look what happened with Dean and Dukat they nearly killed each other, it stopped just in time- but what about next time?