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i can honestly say im happy again..
like i was before..
but not like i am now..
i missed these butterflies..
and the way we can just lay there and don't have to say a word to eachother, and yet know what the other 1 is thinking..
and how we can say "I LOVE YOU" and have it mean something REAL..
and how a kiss can make everything seem better again..
=)
i've been hit hard again..
and im not disagreeing with it this time..
i've learned from my mistakes..
and im not gunna let other people/things get in the way of it..
i missed it too much, and now i NEVER want it to end..
don't get me wrong..i still care bout *DB* like a mother f'er..
but idk..
if u knew the history on this you'd understand..
i love *DB*..but it's a LUST kind of love..
not LOVE LOVE..