Conclusions
I'm at work. Since I'm back in the LJ world, I've decided that I should keep writing to let it all out. At least for the present situation.
I've been talking to my friends and family, and I've come to some conclusions I can live with:
1) I don't need them. I don't need my psycho ex, Keenan, who is apparently still obsessed with the idea of me. Why else would he have told me this hurtful truth that they kept hidden for so long? And I don't need shitty back-stabbing friends like Cristin. Go. Procreate.
2) Amusingly, they have each other. I wouldn't wish Keenan on my worst enemy. But my best friend travels down that path willingly. Irony will work itself out in the end.
3) In the end, this drama almost doesn't even concern me. I am in a very loving and strong relationship which will not be affected by the jealousy of others. Neither of those two have ever been in a loving, healthy, monogamous relationship, and I doubt either are capable, even with each other. At the end of the day, I'm still the lucky one.
I've been talking to my friends and family, and I've come to some conclusions I can live with:
1) I don't need them. I don't need my psycho ex, Keenan, who is apparently still obsessed with the idea of me. Why else would he have told me this hurtful truth that they kept hidden for so long? And I don't need shitty back-stabbing friends like Cristin. Go. Procreate.
2) Amusingly, they have each other. I wouldn't wish Keenan on my worst enemy. But my best friend travels down that path willingly. Irony will work itself out in the end.
3) In the end, this drama almost doesn't even concern me. I am in a very loving and strong relationship which will not be affected by the jealousy of others. Neither of those two have ever been in a loving, healthy, monogamous relationship, and I doubt either are capable, even with each other. At the end of the day, I'm still the lucky one.