Nov 18, 2011 21:16
I made they choice almost 4 months ago to move out of my house. I made this choice on a rushed and not thought out decision. I have never really been one to do things like that, hence why I was 20 when I finally moved out, well my main issue now is my happiness.
I am extremely unhappy and just well down in the dumps. So I made a promise to myself, on my birthday, I refuse to be this way anymore. I am going to do everything I can in my power to make myself a better me. I have been struggling lately and I am not going to do that anymore. I am going to make me a better me, no matter what.
I do not care what anyone says because I know (and trust me I know this) I am so strong. I am know I can do anything if I put my mind to it. I am going to do these things, I refuse to be this way.
I thought moving would help but hell my stress is worse and I am sick more often. I know things have to change so I am going to make a change.I need a change, and so I am moving back home. I am going to do everything I can for myself so I can finally be happier.
No more being sad. :)
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