If two step to much, you may just fall down.
So as of lately, I feel very burden. I don't know why, but I feel as though, I owe people more than my own worth. So okay let me break down for everyone who is reading this, I just moved in with a good friend, well one of my best friends. She is a great person, she even helps me in my time of need, but my thing is, I owe my mother, her and S money. So all togethe to pay them back, I need a lot of money, and I still have a car payment.
I am a person, who lives my life, with no regrets, but here is my thing, did I make a decision that is going to cost me more than my own worth. I feel very torn and a burden to this people. I am not worth as much as they see me. I work, very hard and try for a brighter future but what happens, when I take them down too? I could never forgive myself if I took things away from them. I am not sure what I should do. and there is so much that needs to be done, and so much I feel like I am losing.
I am struggling. while trying to be positive does this even make sense?? I just realized my mom goes back to work soon too, she spent 3 of her days taking me to work, and I feel like she thinks I just used her which is certianly not the case. Despite what she thinks, I love her very much. I really do.
anyways, I am going to get off here and try to remain positive, probably just watch Ikemen Desu Ne. I need to write the newest episode review anyways.
So i am going to sign off now~
Byebye
Pomme
I am a person, who lives my life, with no regrets, but here is my thing, did I make a decision that is going to cost me more than my own worth. I feel very torn and a burden to this people. I am not worth as much as they see me. I work, very hard and try for a brighter future but what happens, when I take them down too? I could never forgive myself if I took things away from them. I am not sure what I should do. and there is so much that needs to be done, and so much I feel like I am losing.
I am struggling. while trying to be positive does this even make sense?? I just realized my mom goes back to work soon too, she spent 3 of her days taking me to work, and I feel like she thinks I just used her which is certianly not the case. Despite what she thinks, I love her very much. I really do.
anyways, I am going to get off here and try to remain positive, probably just watch Ikemen Desu Ne. I need to write the newest episode review anyways.
So i am going to sign off now~
Byebye
Pomme