Pre Parade! I suck at these kind of titles so this isn't interesting!
::Because I want you to know more about me::
Name/Nickname: Brittany
Age: 17
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Likes: Animals :3, sleeping (I don't get enough of it), hanging around with my awesome friends, art supplies, swimming (even if I suck), the smell of asian cooking! curling up with people, reading
Dislikes: Panic attacks, nasty surgery crap, horror movies (I like watching them, but they literally leave me with nightmares for months, if not years), having my sleep disrupted, crying, feeling like shit, elevators
Pet peeves / Fears: People who are annoying/stupid/disruptive/obnoxious/cocky/jerks, hypocrits, any sort of bitchy drama... And I'm pretty much mortified of being cast aside by my friends, afraid they secretly don't like me... I've got some major trust issues. Also, haha I'm afraid of needles and getting my blood drawn... Panic attacks are a pretty big fear, too. All of this sort of revolves around being alone.
Hobbies and Talents: Drawing, sleeping, fitting into small places, hurting myself in the stupidest of ways (my very existence seems to bring me pain xD), video games, I like to sing but I'm far from the best...
Strong Points: I'm usually thinking about my friends, trying to help support them no matter how I may feel at the moment. In my eyes, them being happy is more important than anything else. And I'm also a pretty diligent student; if I set my mind to something, it'll probably get done. (Setting my mind to it is just the hard part...) If I can trust you, then you've got my loyalty for life, even if it hurts me sometimes. Also, I'm normally cheerful, at least on the outside.
Weak Points: I'm... very easily hurt. A friend could make one remark and it can bug me all day, I'll wonder what they meant by it, be certain that they hate me... it's miserable. I can also be stubborn, though I haven't been as much lately. I don't trust people very easily, and it makes me come off as really stand offish sometimes. Quite frankly, I've got no other choice!
I have major issues dealing with stress, and have frequent break downs because of this all. I'm very negative, and I always twist things to make it my fault somehow, which honestly doesn't help me at all but I can't stop it. And... with the whole loyalty thing, I'm very gullible, naive, whatever. As long as a friend reassures me that they care, even if they've hurt me, I'll forgive them. Oh and, if yo haven't noticed, I focus a lot more on the negative ^^;
Explain, in a few words, what you believe defines your character:I am a very typical INFP and 4w5, if you're into personality types. But to quote my friend, I am a very fragile girl despite what I may say, and I will sacrifice myself even more just to see my friends happy. However, the majority of the world would never see this, as I would never open up to someone I can't trust.
::This or That::
Optimistic/Pessimistic or Realistic?: I used to think I was more... realistic, but I think my friends would agree I'm downright pessimistic!
Brave or Coward?: Coward P:
Confident or Modest?: Ah... I've got no self esteem, so modest
Low, medium or high energy?: Medium, I guess? I can be more high energy if I feel like it.
Outgoing or Shy?: Shy!
Impulsive or Cautious?: Part of me wants to be impulsive, but I'm still really, really cautious
Fighter or Lover?: Lover
Leader of Follower?: Follower; I hate being shoved into the spotlight @_@;
::Is slightly different from what I'm seeking::
Welcome to high school life! Oh god, I have to start highschool over?! You make me sad.
Steretypes aren't always good but... which typical high school stereotype do you most associate with?: My friends say like... gamer nerd? I just... exist, to be honest xD Most people don't know who I am, so they assume I'm just meek and such ('cept if they piss me off, then I bitch at them)
Classes, what is your favorite and what's your least favorite? I love art classes and world history! But... ugh math just sucks.
Describe a normal, boring day of your school life: Sit around in classes that I don't want to be in, trying to stay awake and ignore all the idiots... Hope that I see my friends, even for just a brief moment (If I do see them, it usually makes my day a lot better!) I'll lose my focus a lot, maybe text them if I really want someone to talk to. Veeeery boring.
Inquiring minds want to know. Describe your typical lunch and where you would eat it: Meh, nothing special. Just a sandwich, been turkey lately, and then whatever else my mom put in it. xD I know, I'm lazy. And I just... eat it with my friends, in the lunchroom...?
::Can it be, that no one ever thought that I'd be this obsessed with you?::
There's someone you like, how would you(or wouldn't you) go about confessing?: Oh god, I'd be way too embarrassed to do anything. @_@; I just... wouldn't be able to even THINK about telling them, I'd go into panic mode or something.
What if the person you like, is interested in someone else?: I'd be upset, but... it's happened so often, I'm not about to have a break down over it, unless it was a major crush. I don't have very high hopes on getting any guy, basically.
Say you confessed and were not accepted. How would you feel and what would you do?: If... if that happened, oh geez... I would probably act fine while they were still in my sights, but the minute I was away or alone... I'd break down sobbing, and be a blubbering mess of a girl. I don't deal well with rejection, and with the amount of preparing it'd take to confess in the first place, it'd hit me three times as hard.
::That a future more wonderful than today is waiting::
What is your favourite quote/lyric/poem/etc?: I guess... "Sometimes, the truth is better off unknown" Sorta applies to me; most of my friends who actually know me and my mind are just... amazed at all my problems that I don't tell people.
If you had a theme song what would it be?: Ah geez I dunno... I'm bad with all this stuff. How could one song describe me?
Anything Else? Nope nope nope! ^^