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My heart decayed and deadened
By this ravenous winter
Forsee the end is frozen
Begins this timeless winter
Seamless neverending time
As I begin to quiver
I lay still with these crystals of cold
This lifeless body begins to wither
You ever feel like everyone is just feeding you utter shit? Not even "beating around the bush to make you feel good" crap, more like every single god damn word is merely to gain your trust, body, or money? Well I can honestly say that's how I'm feeling.
Biggest grain of salt about all of this is that I actually have alot of good things going on in my life. I've got a great job, an amazing girl by my side, and I'm really starting to root out those friends that aren't just gonna try and make me jump through the rings for them. I'm ready to be the fuck out of this house though, that's for sure. I found a lot downtown last week, it's been there forever, I don't know why in the hell no one has developed it so I'm gonna look into buying it, and getting one of the shell houses from Home Depot and putting it there. As far as developing it, Justis and his dad are painters, my neighbour is a home contractor, Taylor and his dad are electricians, my brother did drywall forever, and my parents have built 11 houses on their own!
Pretty darn set if I do say so myself.
My jacket is in Vancouver Customs as we speak so I'll have it on tuesday at the latest hopefully!
Guitar. I've decided that I don't care if I can preform at Little Big or not, I want a hard rock band with a bit of a western-y twist. Essentially. . .Ratt. I've been in love with that band since the first note I ever heard Stephen Pearcy sing, and that's that.
Nonetheless, I'm feeling bipolar, and I just wanna sleep 'til something important comes to get me.
Fuck off,
Blair.