Jul 27, 2006 21:45
Jack and Jill went up the hill
To have a little fun
Jill forgot to take the pill
And now they have a son.
I thought i'd start with a random poem, courtesy of Vag, because i wasn't sure how to begin this entry. I have so much to post i just don't know where to start! You know when you have so much to say, and it's trying to force itself out like a proverbial you know what, and it just ends up coming out in an unorganised, incoherant and ugly mess? Well yeah, forgive me if that's how it ends up.
Well, many weeks since my last post and so much has happened. I've left Sydney uni and am now at Ourimbah and LOVING it. I've swapped degrees and am now doing psycholog, dad's in America and i'm back working. It was like everything in my life was clogged for awhile there, and now it's starting to budge and give some breathing space.
Ourimbah uni, oh how i love it. Where there's room to wander, trees to hide in, and i can see peoples faces because they're not up their arse. It's wonderful. The people there are real people, they're totally different to everyone back at Sydney uni. I love that too, 'back at Sydney uni', it's as though i've moved forward and grown from it. Everyone at Ourimbah is so thoughtful, the lecturers and students alike. I'm finding the lecturers are more personal, and talk to you like your a friend and not a job. They seem to take us more seriously. I feel as though i can approach a lecturer after a lecture and asks questions and not feel like i'm taking they're precious time, they want to help. To top it off i've swapped into psychology. I've never been into a lecture where i've been interested and however nerdy it may sound, captivated, for the entire lecture. I'm really enjoying it, thank god for that.
Little Greggi, big America. I've been waiting to see a news story on 7news about a shinny balled aussie yob exploding in a restaurant because he just wants a Tooheys New. Unfortunately, no such luck yet. I sopke to him yesterday on the phone, it sounds as though he's having a blast. As i was speaking to him he was watching the fireworks display in Disneyland from the balcony in his motel. Mum's going over in a week, i'm so fucking excited! Mainly because this means i get the house to myself, as my shitface brother is hardly ever home. Which is fine by me, i'm so not doing his washing while mum's away. So exciting!
And yessum, i am working now ^_^ It's not the best paying job but it suits me perfectly with uni and i really enjoy it. They're so flexible, and i managed to work my timetable and work in together so i can maximise uni and work times. I'm really happy about it!
This have been looking up. I mean not everything is perfect yet, and there's still things to work through and deal with, but as corny as it sounds everything will be alright. Whatever way things work out will be for the best, and will happen for a reason. Just as everything that has happened, has happened for a reason. Alot of which i wish didn't, but i guess that's just the way it goes and you have to ride it out and see it through. I wish i knew what i know now, 2 years ago and things would have been so different. But then again i wouldn't know what i know now if none of this had happened. Who knows where i'll be this time next year, i certainly never thought i'd be in my place right now! Ahh, so much to say to so many people but none of it worth saying. One day, i feel it will all come out, and things that probably should be layed to rest now, will be.
Uhh, it seems as though my prediction was correct and my entry has come out as incoherant vomit. Anyway, i feel getting back into the swing of making more frequent entries will smooth out my apparent sketchyness. Tomorrow i shall try again! Goodnight all, sleep well wherever you all are.
iMitch
xo